First one in 2010

Each time you discover a new thing about yourself, you wonder what else do I have in my store which I am not able to see as of today. But I realized one thing, how much ever you try it is hard to discover things about yourself ahead of time. It does not even come into your imagination that you possess such a thing within your self and hence there is no question about trying for such a thing. This leads me to really think that there seems to be something called "destiny". For sure, I can't put my finger and say that this is my destiny. Not even close !! At the same time there is a sense that tells me that I am surely destined for something which I can't even imagine now. Now, this very sense makes me think I should try (probably hard) to clear the hazy picture to see what is beyond. But the temporal logic comes in the way and makes me think that I am probably trying for something without any purpose. The dilemma continues !!